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| yes, i realize some of these truly suck. but thats not the point of my writing.
well, here it goes
actually, i think im only gonna post my 2-3 faves. well, the only ones that i think are atleast half way decent.
~untittled~
Why dont you understand
I'd do anything for you
Why dont you understand
That i would love nothing more than to make you happy
Why dont you understand
I cant get you out of my mind
Why cant you understand
You mean the world to me
Why dont you understand
The days without you get more painful as the days go on
why dont you understand
The absence of you makes my life gloomy
why cant you understand
That I truly love you.
-| Surrender |-
my heart draws the white flag
of its surrender
from its atrocious beating
Victory
of fallen hope
my dreams of you fade
in desperate attemps to heal
these wounds wont seem to close
no matter all of my attemps
rejection
haunts my mind
you dont need to say it
i can feel it in my heart
honesty
i wish i could believe your words
but they seem so null
but you know what they say
actions speak louder than words
{untitled}
I would have given you the world
If it meant your happiness
Given every piece of my soul
If it would take away your pain
I would bleed
If it meant your dreams would come true
I would have given you my heart
If it meant blocking out the atrociousness in life
And only let the good in
I would have given you my lifetime
For you to realize how much i love you
well......yup. thoes are the ones i just wrote.
whoot? | | |
| -untitled-
I love you
But sometimes I wonder
Has the sunshine turned to thunder?
(has it gone asunder?)
sometimes its hard to tell
if its just all sensual
its been so long since you've touched my heart
how can I tell if its there anymore?
I hate this barrier between us
Seeming to tear us apart than bring us together
-untitled-
Readily willing to give my heart
But no second thought
That someone could tear it apart
Putting my emotions in their hands
Giving them all the control
only to discover demolishing plans
I'm crushing under all the demands
I wonder what goes through your mind
You say so little
Your emotions hard to find
I wish I could obtain your affection
To feel the warmth in my heart
an emotional resurrection
Of loneliness
-untitled-
it has taken a long time
but i have let him in
such a thing sound have been a crime
i never thought I would make this mistake
given access where I shouldn't have
a risk not to take
but i did
and now i feel more vulnerable than ever
it burns inside of me
my heart i wish i could sever
the sound of your voice makes me want to cry
in this mess
it makes me want to die
love's twin hate has snuck up on me
playing tricks with my mind
to take away the key
that is to my heart
snatching it from his hand
and making my love depart
-untitled-
Always so quick to fall
The trip down so careless
Only to become a thrall
I am bound
My heart in the control of another
Beating it into the ground
All I feel is the treason
Brought on by a trusted one
Who wont give me a reason
Why?
All I wanted to do was love you
For you to be my sky
Always there
The one that holds my sunshine
Blocking out my despair
But it seems that my sky is grey
The sunshine is gone
Its absence leading me astray
(all I can feel is how ive been betrayed)
Can I ever love my sky the same again? | | |
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Readily willing to give my heart
But no second thought
That someone could tear it apart
Putting my emotions in their hands
Giving them all the control
only to discover demolishing plans
I'm crushing under all the demands
I wonder what goes through your mind
You say so little
Your emotions hard to find
I wish I could obtain your affection
To feel the warmth in my heart
an emotional resurrection
Of loneliness | | |
| ive been buried deep into the earth
in a coffin to call my own
here i am no longer of any worth
just a mass of hollow remains
as you wander past my grave
a warm feeling starts to fill my heart
reanimating all of my senses that have been deprived
as i reach to you from my tomb
waiting for you to take me away from this hell
to pull me out of this mess
off in the distance i hear the sound of a knell
announcing my death one last time
and your final farewell | | |
| after babysitting my nieces, i ended up passing out on the coutch. then had this weird ass dream. i was in my kitchen...and it was only me there. but i knew there were other people in the house. anyways. it was liek i had taken the skin off my face and cleaned my skull out...brains and all. i went upstairs and listened to some music, but when i came back down, my skin was gone off of the kitchen counter. and i got a little spooked because i thought like a ghost moved it. and i found it in the fridge..(yeah...dont ask...i have no idea where this comes from) but then, all of a sudden, im in my living room, facing the windows. and its very sunny out. theres this little girl sitting next to me and she looks like shes straight out of the old children of the corn moves. she just stares out of the window. then all of a sudden, it sounds like her head is vibrating...(she cleaned her head out like i did) so i though...oh, she didnt do it right....then i wolke up and my cell phone was vibrating...-.-...... | | |
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